Isyu.

Mahal pa rin naman kita. Pero saka na ulit. Pag okay na.

There are a lot of things I need to say sorry about.

I'm sorry if I always tease you about your personal issues.
But I'm not sorry for pointing it out. I guess I just want you to get used to it so it will hurt less the next time.

I'm sorry for joking about having an 'affair' with your friend. I'm sorry I didn't realise it hurt you. I'm sorry for being oblivious about how you felt about it.
But it's not entirely my fault, is it? You just made a big deal out of it. I thought we were cool. And then you just stopped talking which I hated the most. And I'm not sorry for being hurt about how you held your silence. If the things I said hurt you, then your silence hurt me, too.

I'm sorry for saying I'd get naked if Shawn from Alesana (i'm not sure if it's shawn) screamed at me. It was also meant as a joke. I was just thinking how you hurt me when you snapped at me. And I don't like it. And well, Shawn is a part of a screamo band, so I thought their shoutin is cool rather than hurtful.

I'm sorry for everything I have said up til now.
Like I said, I thought everythin is cool.
I am sarcastic. I joke about everything. I joke randomly, meaning sometimes, the things I say just comes up in random, without ever having to think about it. I guess, you could say that I'm tactful.

But that doesn't mean every joke should mean something. Especially the ones that hurt you. Because WHY WOULD I EVEN WANT TO HURT YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE?

You always say I don't trust you.
I could say the same about you. You don't trust me as well that you even take those jokes seriously.

I'm sorry for those things I said in the past. And everything that I will say in the future. I'm sorry for talking.

I love you. But I'm hurting right now, too.
You just kinda told me in a 'subtle' way how horrible I am.

Sorry. Me and my big mouth, huh.