I am thawing.

"I am spinning the silk threads of my story,
weaving the fabrics of my world.

I spun out of control.

Eating was hard.
Breathing was hard.
Living was hardest.

I wanted to swallow the bitter seeds of forgetfulness...
Somehow, I dragged myself out of the dark and asked for help.
I spin and weave and knit my words and visions until a life starts to take shape.

There is nos magic cure,
no making it all go away forever.

There are only small steps upward;
an easier day,
an unexpected laugh,
a mirror that doesn't matter anymore.

I am thawing."

- Wintergirls