I feel depressed

Una. This fuckin migraine. Ang tagal na mula nung maranasan ko ulit to. And i hate it. Dahil hindi lang isang araw,  araw-araw na. And to make the matter worse,  dati isang linggo lang ang itinatagal ng migraine ko,  ngayon dalawang linggo na. And i dunno how long this will keep on tormenting me. T.T

Pangalawa. I'm ruining my boyfriend's relationship with his friends. All because I am selfish and doesn't want him hanging out with people I don't particularly like :3

Third. Walang rason. I just feel depressed. One minute I'm okay,  next thing I wanna stab myself in the neck.

I am messed up.