I suck at this 'relationship' thingy.

It's when I feel doubtful and so unsure of myself that I get mad and jealous of everything, even the littlest things.
It's when I am in that state that I ask for your understanding and patience.
It's when I am feeling angry that I ask you not to get angry at me, too.
I know I am not being fair and I am asking too much..

But I NEED someone who would still say sweet words even when I am getting mad at him. Someone who would still send me messages  even if I tell him not to. Someone who would call me even if I reject him a hundred times.

Someone who will lift me up and not push me further down.