Need me?

My boyfriend doesn't rely on me much. I think. I mean, that's how it feels, and that's how I see it.

I wanna be there for him, too.
Whenever something goes wrong, I want him to talk to me about it
I want him to talk to me about the things that bother him
I want him to tell me straightaway how his day had been. Yung siya na mismo ang magkukwento at hindi ko na kailangang magtanong
I want him to tell me anything that makes him happy, anything that makes him sad, anything. I want his secrets, his dreams, his nightmares, and realities.

Alam ko, I am difficult to talk to at times. That's probably the reason kung bakit hindi siya nagkukwento saken.
It's all my fault.

But I want him to need me
I want him to rely on me
I wanna make him feel better, too if he's had a bad day

I wanted us to be more than just
"how are you,"
"how was your day,"
"kumain ka na ba,"
"Di ka pa ba matutulog,"
"I miss you,"
"I love you."

I wanted more than that.
Nakakakungkot.