Paper hearts

You said to me there's nothing here for me to hold on to
So darling let me be the one to hold on to you.

Ish

Wag mo akong alalahanin.
Kung kinakailangang iwan ako, gawin mo.
Kakayanin ko.
Gagawin ko ang lahat para makayanan ko ang pagkawala mo sa buhay ko.
Basta maging tapat ka lan sa akin.
Sabihin mo kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman mo.
Kung ayaw mo na
Kung may iba ka nan gusto
Kung pagod at sawa ka na.

Dahil mas nasasaktan ako
Kung hindi ka na masaya,
Kung magpapatuloy ito at pilitin kang manatili sa tabi ko

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Fuck you!

I HATE EVERYONE!
I HATE MYSELF!
FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCKKKK!

9:34

I just want to cry the whole day. Just fucking cry my eyes out.

Dissociation

:/

I'm not good enough for anyone.

Ineng

Hindi ko alintana ang malalaking patak ng ulan
Wala akong pakialam sa lakas ng hampas ng hangin
Kahit pa siguro bumaha nan pagkataas-taas
O kumulog nang malakas at gumuhit ang kidlat

Dahil ang makita ka palang, dinaig mo na ang malalaking patak ng ulan
Lakas ng hampas ng hangin
Matataas na baha
Malalakas na kulog at maliliwanag na guhit ng kidlat


Daig pa ng kasalukuyang super typhoon ang hatid mo sa akin.

Chained

Yung tinutulak mo siya palayo sa mga panahong nahihirapan ka kasi akala mo, ipipilit niya ang sarili niyang manatili sa tabi mo.
Na hindi ka niya papayagang mawala kahit ilan oras o segundo man lang.


Pero...



Hahayaan ka lan pala.
Mali ka na naman ng akala.
Wala palang kayang pumigil sa'yo sa mga oras na akala mo gusto mong kumawala.

Is anybody out there?

Pahingi naman ng karamay.
Medyo masakit lan.
At malungkot.







Pero mukhang wala.

I suck at this 'relationship' thingy.

It's when I feel doubtful and so unsure of myself that I get mad and jealous of everything, even the littlest things.
It's when I am in that state that I ask for your understanding and patience.
It's when I am feeling angry that I ask you not to get angry at me, too.
I know I am not being fair and I am asking too much..

But I NEED someone who would still say sweet words even when I am getting mad at him. Someone who would still send me messages  even if I tell him not to. Someone who would call me even if I reject him a hundred times.

Someone who will lift me up and not push me further down.

11:50

They get tired of me.

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Fun fact: people get bored with me. All the time.