Must be the weather. And the colds.

No.
I can't make myself feel okay.
I can't pretend i'm doin fine.
I can't pretend i'm not lonely when every second i just wanna lock myself in my room and cry.
I used to love this feeling.
I can't cope with it anymore and it's makin me more depressed and anxious.
I don't want this kind of vulnerability.
I don't want this kind of weakness.
I hate it.

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Zero.