Daddy, who are you? Part II

Dearest Dad,

I'm sorry I lied. I'm not glad you stayed home today. I'm not okay having you around. I'm not okay talking to you. I'm not okay being with you. And I hate you for acting like nothing's wrong. For pretending that you care for mom, you care for us. If you really do, why do such a thing? Why do you have to make us trust you and then go away and break it?

I can't look at you in the eyes now, Dad. I can't see you without seeing you and her in my eyes doing something stupid. I can't look up to you anymore. I thought you're the bestest guy. The only guy I could look up to. But you proved me wrong. You are just another cheating liar. And I hate you for that.

I hate you for hurting mom.. I hate you the most right now. And no matter what you do to make things right, you can never take away this pain anymore in me. I would never see you as the best dad anymore.

You are just another stranger to me now.

And I totally hate you the most for that.

Who are you now, Daddy? I don't know you anymore. I don't want to know you anymore.

So long. Stranger.