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Dec. 21

Dear X,

Remember the first time we got together and went on a date? I asked you to be mine even just for a day. You agreed. You said you love me. And I know I do, too. But our love just couldn't be. Under normal circumstances, we just couldn't be together. We were both aware of that. We still are.

So we planned for a one day trip. We went somewhere we would be able to express our raging emotions, where people couldn't judge the love that we have.

And in that moment, we were free. We walked hand in hand, making the most out of that day. We shared laughters, had endless conversations, and I could see you were really happy. Remember that place called "the secret garden?" A lot of people go there but you speak of it as if it was ours. That day was perfect. Everything seemed to go our way. It felt like it really was the perfect time to realize that what we had wasn't just for a day but for the longest time.

But a day has to end as much as we didn't want it to. And we have to let go. Let go of the dreams we had just woven, let go of the things that encompasses our love, let go of each other's hand. And in that time, you made me realize that when you love a person, a day could be forever. Even a moment.

That was a year ago. A year from now, we would have parted ways. But we didn't. You didn't allow us to. And I wouldn't have wanted either. It did seem like it was the wrong decision though. But being with you right now had proved me wrong. It was actually the best decision.

And I am glad. Glad to have met you. Glad to have been on the same place at the same time. Glad to have fallen in love and is still falling in love with you every single moment of my life. My time may not sync with yours, but you have made sure that every time spent together is always the best time ever.

I know that we haven't been well lately. Our relationship is crumbling, but hearing you say you've wanted to save what we have made me feel like we could weather all the storm that may come between us. And I love you more for that.

Yes. I love you. And I will prove to you that no matter what happens, in this lifetime, and even in the next, I will always choose you.

Thank you for always being there for me. You've taught me a lot of things. You've helped me through my struggles, but most of all, you have made me believe in a love they call unconditional.


Love always,
Y

Rei

She's a bitch.

Bye

If I would be gone
Maybe
Just maybe
People would appreciate more my existence.


Or maybe not.

All-time Low

My father thinks so lowly of me.

Swans

You tell me that you love me but you never wanna see me again.